jealousy
i get jealous really easily.
but the things i get jealous over are not the typical things you would think.
in college, i got jealous whenever psycho would go to bed before me. angela would come over to work on our networks project and we’d be making progress… when psycho would head off to bed. within 5-10 minutes of psycho going to bed, i would have to sleep too. i was nearly failing networks, but i would have to sleep. because otherwise, the fact that psycho was sleeping and i wasn’t, would eat away at me. jealousy.
another example… talidabakes.com. i used to think this was an awesome blog. used to. now? i think it’s the WORST BLOG EVER. it’s just post after post after post (WITH PICTURES) of cookies and other baked goods that i can’t have! what a tease!!! though talida’s nice and occasionally, when i see her after she’s baked some of them, given me some to eat 
STILL. just knowing that she’s baked something delicious and i can’t try??? terrible. (ok… i’m just kidding. it’s not the worst blog ever… i’m just bitter with jealousy)
games. i get jealous when others are get to play games i enjoy. this friday, while i was on the bus, may (supposedly… but i don’t believe this at all!) forgot i was traveling out of town and asked if i wanted to play settlers. ahh!! i told her explicitly, no fun! no fun! that’s right… no one’s allowed to have any fun! is that too unreasonable to ask? i don’t think so…
i also get jealous of my stuffed animals when they look so comfortable on the bed and i have to get up to go to work.
i need to tone down the jealousy…
March 11th, 2008 at 2:50 am
I would always get jealous of Psycho when she left studio earlier than I did to go home and sleep. And it happened ALL THE TIME. So jealous! And yet I couldn’t stop working! It was like OCD! That’s why I couldn’t stay in design, I would have given myself a mental condition. I know you say I already have one.