monkey nonsense

what do you do when you’re stressed?

i eat. a lot. constantly. then, if the stress continues, i eventually just stop doing everything. right now, i’m feeling a little stressed because of various things. too many things going on, too many commitments, etc. etc. and i’ve noticed i’ve stopped doing things. i’ll just go home, sit at home on the couch/bed and watch tv or fall asleep. this, in turn, leads to more stress. it’s a vicious cycle. because i’m overcommitted, i’m stressed. because i’m stressed, i sleep/goof off. because i slept/goofed off, i have no time to prepare and i’m hurrying from one commitment to the next.

my room is A MESS. i haven’t seen the floor in forever. i desperately need to do laundry. i need to do my taxes. i need to go the gym that i am paying $60 a month for. i need to figure out my living situation.

and tonight, when i get home, i know what i’m doing. i’m re-watching arrested development!